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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Afterthoughts on my Trip to Israel

Months have passed since my trip to Israel and the Palestinian territories. My experience still seems so fresh and raw. It continues to be difficult for me to open up and discuss the topic of my trip there without opening up a pandora's box of mixed emotions that come out, seemingly to me, jumbled, incoherent and angry. Some close to me have suggested that I should be "over it" by now. I don't know that there is any 'getting over' being humiliated, mistreated and disrespected by a country that receives my tax dollars to support it. I don't know that there is any 'getting over it' when my father lives there as do 2 sisters, nephews, nieces, and cousins who I want to go back and visit one day knowing that if I do, I can expect to be treated with the same hostility I received last time.

Others who have a greater awareness of what is really happening on the ground there have encouraged me for months to contact the State Department and lodge a complaint as an American citizen about the way I was treated. I considered doing just that even before I left Israel but the emotions were too overwhelming. How would I begin to describe what I experienced, what I witnessed, and how I was treated without being my shock and outrage, and my concerns being deemed or dismissed as the rants of a biased anti-Israel 'Arab' in their eyes even though I am an American?

How would I begin to even shape such a complaint? My stories of my travels throughout Israel are unbelievable even to me. My trip was a sequence of one humiliating and horrific experience after another and after another. And then there is the paranoia that was instilled in me from the moment I arrived at JFK for my flight there and stayed with me throughout my trip. It's ironic that the only time I actually felt free in what is called 'peace-loving' Israel was when I was my father's village. I may have been stuck there, surrounded by the Occupation Wall and soldiers manning checkpoints, but at least among the Palestinians, I was reminded that I am a human being rather than an animal. I was treated with kindness and generosity of spirit rather than disgust and hatred which is what I experienced in Israel.

The idea of writing to the State Department stayed with me from the moment I returned but I just couldn't get started. I didn't know how to begin. I have to admit that I also wrestle with the paranoia of my own government 'watching me' because of my surname. Am I justified in my thinking? I don't know. People have suggested that, because of my name, I most certainly am on a 'list' somewhere.

A few months after having returned from my trip, I went to see a counselor to discuss some career related issues. While I was there, I decided to talk a bit about my trip. Up until that moment, the counselor had been jotting down notes as I was discussing job concerns. As soon as I began to talk about my trip and my feelings about what I experienced there, he immediately stopped writing and put his pen down.

"I am not going to note any of this down in the event that the government comes after me for having spoken to you," he said.

Imagine how that made me feel. It tied into my fear of writing a letter of complaint to my own government which I then felt would put me on a list if I wasn't already on one.

Today, I finally wrote the letter I felt I needed to write to my government about my trip. I sent it to Dr. Rice and to the President. I took the action and am letting go of the result. It's out of my hands now. I am a small fry here and I know that my letter will not move mountains, part seas or have any impact. I didn't write anything new that hasn't been written before. You can check out the State Department's profile on Israel to read about it's mistreatment of Palestinians and it's horrendous record on human rights. I don't even expect either of them to ever get the letter into their hands or even know of it but I finally wrote it. I continue to do my part to draw awareness of what is happening there. I do hope at least one of them reads it and that my sense of outrage touches their sense of decency and humanity for how all people, not just Americans, should be treated.

Friday, March 11, 2005

Under Construction

At this very moment, the restaurant I am working on creating is under construction. I just received a call from my partner informing me that, in addition to the contruction crew, the designer and the contractor are at the location reviewing the work and discussing the project. He says it's all very exciting. I'm very excited about this too. I'm looking forward to having our restaurant added to Kates's portfolio.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Support Leukemia & Lymphoma Research

A friend of mine is doing the San Diego Rock N Roll Marathon to help raise money and awareness around leukemia & lymphoma. If you would like to help out by making a contribution towards his efforts, click here.

Monday, March 07, 2005

Ramallah, Palestinian Territories



Matam (Restaurant in Arabic) 2004

Ramallah is a very exciting city to visit. It especially seems so once you cross the Kalandia checkpoint armed by Israeli soldiers and surrounded by watchtowers. It's an entirely different world in there in comparison to the sterility and modernity you find in Israel. Hopefully one day, if the occupation there is ever lifted, people will be able to visit and see it for themselves.


Blend of America 2004

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Activist calls on area Palestinians

Former presidential candidate of Palestine says Americans should help native land in reform.
By Gregg Krupa / The Detroit News

ATBB meets former presidential candidate Dr. Moustapha Barghouti" DEARBORN - The new hopes for peace between Israel and the Palestinians will be dashed as long as Israel continues with plans for the large wall and the expansion of settlements in the West Bank, and if there is not a major international peace conference, said Dr. Mustapha Barghouti, a leading Palestinian politician and organizer.

I'm very worried about going back to the same partial, interim, little, small steps," said Barghouti in an exclusive interview Monday with The Detroit News. "That becomes quickly hostage to those who practice violence and those who do not want a peace process to take place, whether they are extreme on the Israeli or Palestinian side.

"That is why I think the only way out of this dilemma is to call for an international peace conference, and the United States must play a role here and put the whole peace process back to what it was originally, which is international legitimacy, and international law, and international direction," he said.

Barghouti finished second to Mahmoud Abbas in the Palestinian Authority's election for president in January. For nearly 30 years, Barghouti has helped build health care and civil institutions in occupied Palestine. He is secretary of the Palestinian National Initiative, an opposition movement, which has advocated for democratizing and reforming the Palestinian politics and government.

Barghouti founded the national initiative with several prominent opposition leaders, including Edward Said, the Palestinian-American intellectual and educator, who until his death in September 2003 was among the leading critics of the Palestinian politics and governance.

He visited Metro Detroit on Sunday and Monday, hoping to raise awareness of the plight of Palestinians in the occupied territories, especially among local Palestinian-Americans.

He also said they should be allowed to vote in upcoming elections in Palestine, as Iraqis were allowed to vote in February for a constituent assembly.

Barghouti told local leaders of the Palestinian community that their participation in the Palestinian struggle has been lacking since the mid-1990s, in part, because of their frustration with the lack of reform and democracy in the Palestinian Authority. He urged local Palestinian-Americans to get more involved, and he said their contribution is potentially crucial to peace and the establishment of a free, democratic Palestinian state.

"As a Palestinian-American, I have never seen a clear mission, a clear vision, a clear agenda to interact with the Palestinian struggle under occupation," said Imad Hamad, Michigan director of the American-Arab Anti-Discrimination Committee (ADC), who was born and raised in En-Helwe, the largest Palestinian refugee camp in Lebanon.

"I think Dr. Barghouti's call and Dr. Barghouti's presence might give energy or a reason for better connections and organization," Hamad said. "It is long overdue and something that will be warmly welcomed by the community because there is a vacuum, honestly."

Several Palestinians interviewed after Barghouti's hour-long presentation in Dearborn at the Greenfield Manor Sunday night said they were unaware of many of the facts about life under the 38-year Israeli occupation, which he calls "among the longest now in modern history."

"We can not really have a peace process if this wall continues to build," Barghouti said, referring to the 30-foot concrete wall Israel is constructing along about 140 miles of occupied territory in the West Bank. "And we can not think about peace of the settlement expansion continues to happen.

"This is something the world must see," Barghouti told 500 people who gathered at the fund-raiser for the Palestine Office-Michigan.

"This is not a wall that is on the border," Barghouti said, referring to the 1967 border between Israel and the Palestinians of the West Bank. "This is a wall that is inside the occupied areas that touches houses and sometimes cuts the same house into two pieces."

Palestinians assert that because of the path of the wall, some 210,000 Palestinians will be cut off from the land intended for the Palestinian state.

The Israeli government argues that the wall has been made necessary by continuing terrorist attacks against Israelis, including one on a night club in Tel Aviv on Friday that killed four, wounded 50 and was the first such attack in four months.

But Barghouti said the wall is an impediment to both peace and Palestinian aspirations, especially the right they believe they had to return to property seized to form the state of Israel. Beyond the major issues in the conflict, he said, the wall is causing daily distress.

Ambulance rides that were 20 minutes to the nearest hospital now sometimes take hours. Gates intended to allow some limited access through the wall are opened by the Israeli Defense Forces for only 50 minutes each day. Barghouti told the story of a man in the city of Qualquiliya who approached him and said, "You know, we are unable to see the sunset anymore."

Barghouti also talked about 780 checkpoints the Israeli army has set up in the West Bank and how they have sharply restricted the movement of Palestinians. A number of local Palestinian-Americans said that they had no idea the checkpoints were so numerous.

It raised a major point Barghouti tried to impress upon Palestinian-Americans in Metro Detroit throughout his two-day stay: A lack of knowledge about Palestinian affairs in the United States is stifling the move towards democracy and the establishment of a Palestinians state.

"I think one of the major problems is that this narrative is not brought to the attention and the knowledge of people," he said. "If you don't know about this, how could Americans know about this?

"That is why I say that bringing knowledge and reality about our situation is of the most crucial importance," Barghouti said.

Amid their struggle, Barghouti said, 65 percent of Palestinians in the territories are at or below the threshold for poverty. Since 2000, some 60,781 houses owned by Palestinians have been destroyed by Israel.

Barghouti and other Palestinians are beginning to draw comparisons between Israel's strategy and tactics and the former apartheid regime in South Africa.

But while the destruction of homes has been criticized by the United States, the United Nations and others, the Israeli government said it has been necessary to punish terrorists, their families and to provide a deterrent against further attacks, like the suicide bombings that continue to wrack Israel.

Barghouti asserted that Israel has other goals, especially with the continuing construction of the wall and a plan, announced Friday in Jerusalem, for new expansions of settlements in the West Bank.

"What does that mean? Why do they do so?" Barghouti said. "They do so with one clear aim, which is the transformation of the Palestinians of the West Bank from a Palestinian territory with Israeli settlements as foreign bodies in it, to make it an Israeli territory with Palestinian communities as foreign bodies."

In the interview with The News, Barghouti said he and other Palestinians will work to have the votes of Palestinian citizens who live in other countries included in any new elections mounted by the Palestinian Authority. He argued that it is properly the right of Palestinians not in the West Bank or Gaza to participate.

"Iraqis could vote," he said, referring to the election last month in Iraq, "why not the Palestinians?

"And that's why I ask them to demand their rights - and, of course, we will demand it too," Barghouti said.

"I might even be more daring to say that if the Palestinians in the diaspora participated in the election, I probably would have won. So I have a personal interest in this."

What 'calm' means for the US media

By Ahmed Bouzid
The Jordan Times -- Tuesday - March 1, 2005


If a rational, empirically driven Martian were to land on earth now, after four innocent Israeli civilians were killed and scores of others wounded in a suicide bombing attack in the city of Tel Aviv, and if he were handed a stack of US newspapers to examine, no doubt he would reach the conclusion that a period of truce between the two warring people of Israel and Palestine, during which peace and calm had prevailed and neither side attacked the other, had sadly come to an end, shattered by an attack by the aggressive, war-mongering, and powerful people of Palestine against the passive, peace-loving and defenceless people of Israel. The Martian would have reached such a conclusion because he would have read headlines such as, “Suicide Bomb at Tel Aviv Club Shatters Palestinian-Israeli Truce” (The New York Times), “Attack Outside Nightclub Shatters Truce” (The Washington Post), “Blast shakes Mideast peace” (The Austin American-Statesman), “Bomb Ends Mideast Quiet” (The Hartford Courant), “Tel Aviv Bomber Imperils Truce” (The Houston Chronicle), “Suicide Bomber Shatters Mideast Ceasefire” (The Indianapolis Star), “Attack Shatters Calm in Mideast” (The Los Angeles Times), “Bombing shatters delicate truce in Mideast” (The Miami Herald), “Bomb shatters Mideast Calm” (The Milwaukee Journal Sentinel), “Bombing Shatters Mideast Calm” (The Orlando Sentinel), “Unofficial Ceasefire Broken by First Major Attack in Months” (The San Francisco Chronicle).

Having reached the obvious conclusion the headlines had dictated, the Martian no doubt would have been shocked to learn that during the period of so-called truce and calm the media were referring to (Jan. 15-Feb. 25), no less than 31 Palestinian civilians, among them 11 children, had been killed by the Israeli army; hundreds more Palestinians had been wounded; the construction of a wall that tore into Palestinian land continued unabated; the shelling of Palestinian areas by the Israeli army was still taking place just as it did before “the truce”; the houses of Palestinian civilians were still being demolished by the Israeli army; land belonging to Palestinians had been officially confiscated right after “the truce” was announced.

Faced with this stark disconnect between basic facts and the shrill headlines about a “shattered peace”, the Martian would have had to come to one of two conclusions: 1) the press of the United States had engaged in a deliberate, coordinated, and massive campaign of lies and distortions, or 2), the press of the United States, as a matter of common course, simply did not assign “calm” and “truce” the same meaning one would usually assign to a situation where two sides are enjoying such a “calm” and are engaged in such a “truce”. Shunning conspiracy theories and resisting the natural impulse to assign ill intent to those who behave badly, our Martian would have found himself forced to conclude the obvious: the US must be operating with a peculiar understanding of what “calm” and “truce” mean.

Indeed, there was a period of calm between Jan. 15, when the president of the Palestinians assumed office, and Feb. 25, the day of the bombing that killed four Israeli civilians. During this period, no Israelis were killed by Palestinians. In fact, this so-called period of calm started as far back as Nov. 1, 2004. But during the same period there was no such period of calm for the Palestinians, since their people continued to be violently attacked by the Israelis.

What is a Martian to conclude, then, but that when the US press says “calm” it means calm for the Israelis, regardless of what is happening to the Palestinians, and when it refers to “truce”, it means a situation where only one side (the Palestinians) refrains from engaging in hostile actions, with the other side (the Israelis) reserving for itself the right to act as violently as it deems necessary or convenient.